I had a dream
about you and me
I was chasing you around
just like how it was
whenever I was awake
I followed
you
You ignored me
even when I got close
Even when I looked my best
You laughed me off
until I woke up
feeling sick disgust
that in a dream I was waiting
for you to notice me
bending over backwards
always bending over backwards.
79 Sparrows 
In a dream I waited for you to notice me.
It’s hard when pain is so deep that it begins to affect your dreams. The heart is a desperate organ.