it’s crazy the things i think what dress should I wear ?
I’ve lost my way
lost my lighter
it’s another day
a little higher
I had a choice
I lost my voice
I enjoy what destroys
head filled up with noise
Of grief and all its joys
who are you anyway
you take shape, in escape
and life’s stage is a screenplay
I’m waiting in the driveway
waiting for another birthday
calling in the hallways
standing in your doorways
and I will always
follow through, for you my love
are great
if I was late,
you would wait
didn’t flip out
now i do without
you made so much of my character
you the caregiver,
honey what you want for dinner
you left my lights a little dimmer
I only see you in old pictures
I replay our memories like
the scripture
and the person in the mirror
needs you so much nearer
you should be here, but
your not its clearer
we didn’t end anything
still waters run deeper
5 years since your gone
5 years how to move on
5 years I tried to be strong
5 years it felt we were dealt
so wrong
I need your advice so desperately
speak to me urgently
your words fit in so perfectly
I miss late nights on the phone
I look for you every so cleverly
but all I find is a shoebox of memories
talk to me in that ol certain tone
the house forever empty
for you have gone home.
