After the “friends with benefits” are Gone

It has been 5 months or so since I engaged in sexytimes.   I like sex.  Just not so much that I’ll associate with the men with whom I used to have sexual relations.   These men were not “boyfriends,” just that old cliché’  known as  “friends with benefits.”  During my 20s, these faux relationships seemed worth it, since I didnt…

more old poetry

  Weight Training “This is a giant block of whatever is most difficult for you to carry & trust me on this, you’ll carry it more times than you can count until you decide that’s exactly what you want to do most & then it won’t weigh a thing anymore. ”  http://www.storypeople.com I dream about…

Written along the way

  Giving it up To grow is to let go Haunted memories In some sick dream Of pictures I didn’t mean to take Make no mistake It’s not always all about you The ones you hurt Are not so easily disposed of Like a peice of garbage on I-95   free I adore the finer things. …

Dream World

I had a dream about you and me I was chasing you around just like how it was whenever I was awake I followed you You ignored me even when I got close Even when I looked my best You laughed me off until I woke up feeling sick disgust that in a dream I…

dreams

sometimes i know i understand the little things I don’t take it personal I still dream at night. sometimes I let it all go or hold it away, for ransom the fee never turns out to be as costly as it seemed one day soon I’ll rescue it and hold it close to me sometimes…

Almost Midnite

Look up at the stars, my love tonight we are alone at last turn off your cell phone, darling. I’ve waited. for this night for nights just like this night. Sea breeze between you and I the winding road saturating eternal bliss in the night sky. I feel calm at last. Tonight, we have it…